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WonMo Foundation 7 day workshop Testimonials: Profound realization Date : 2016.12.02



WonMo Foundation 7 day workshop Testimonials: Profound realization


 


I cannot even count how many times I have been to Cheongpyeong but regardless of how many times I come here, I always receive the grace of experiencing something so profound and deep that I cannot even put it into words. Ever since I was a child we always moved to different countries or houses so I never really felt like I had a real hometown. But every time I come to Cheongpyeong, I feel like I am back at home. It feels as though I have suddenly been showered and embraces with warm love.


 


I would like to share this very profound and amazing experience I was able to have at Chanyang today. Since today was a two day workshop, I sat all the way in the front with my best smile and started the usual Chanyang session. I was feeling extremely excited and happy because the lecturer hit me on the head. But as soon as he moved on, I had a strong realization which I never thought of. All this time, I had thought of the spirits in my body as evil and as something I need to just take out. When in fact, these spirits are actually the victim; they are the ones that have been badly hurt by my ancestors. After I was hit by the lecturer, I not only had this realization but I also started having a few visual images appear of what my ancestors have probably done to these spirits. These spirits in my body suffered so much and have been wrongly accused and hurt that it doesn’t matter how many times I apologize in my ancestors stead, it will not restore the life or family or even happiness they once had. The only thing I can do for them is to beg for forgiveness in tear and try to liberate them to a higher realm.


 


I never once looked from their perspective. I never even tried to understand their suffering hearts. My ancestors committed a lot of sins (intentionally or unintentionally) and it doesn’t matter how many ancestor liberation and blessings we do; unless we formally and sincerely repent and apologize for the past mistakes of our ancestors, nothing will change. All the problems my family faces will continue to happen from generation to generation and the victimized spirits will keep on attacking my family. Although they think that they are taking revenge on us and hurting, in fact they are hurting themselves more. As they continue to go to the bodies of the descendants of the people who hurt them in the past generations to cause them pain, they are constantly reminded of the misfortunes and bad things that happened to them. But even after taking revenge, they cannot feel joy or be satisfied. They keep on suffering and suffering.


 


I know that apologizing just once or twice is not enough to comfort their suffering hearts or liberate them, but that is why I need to set a condition and sincerely apologize on the behalf of my ancestors and my family. Thank you so much for reading this long testimony.


 


T.M./ USA 2nd Gen/ Won Mo student.


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